who's that wrong @#$%^&*&^%$#@

org kate, buat baik berpada-pada, buat jahat jgn pernah sekali
i'm trying to, try to be the BEST among the best
setiap hari sy cube utk improve, ingat balik kesilapan lalu
renung sekejap, cube utk melakukan perubahan
mungkin di mata org prkare ni hal kecil tapi sbb bnde kecil la kte akan trsilap
dan terus melakukan kesilapan sehinggan perkare tu jadi besar
really hate him~sy tau sy bkn ahli keluarga dy, sy tau dy sgt2 pentingkan keluarga dy
tapi sbb 1 perkare yg sy pn xtau di mane silap sy, dy terus slhkn sy
bkn sy ni xbley nk terima, bkn sy ni jenis yg xbley ditegur, sy bley utk itu smua
sy cube, sy usaha, sy bkn sebatang kara, sy pn ade keluarga sy

i love u God
i love u Mom
i love u Dad
i love u Sisters
i love u Brothers
i love u Friends
i love u Awak

make me SMILE

okayhh..pagi2 da wat lawak kan syazwi?

20 Mac 2012 - 800pm
sibuk aku amik purse ni nak byr duit burger..xde duit kecik plak..ke hulu hilir ngan purse tu nk tukar wit la ape la..ingat mcD je ke ade delivery, burger biase pn ade tau n kalau delivery tu cnfirm la budak tu x bwk pn duit balance ape smua..nyummy2..burger da dpt..sibuk nk dok dlm store ngan dorg brsame burger n purse..bkn nk mkn pn tp nk sibuk tgk org makan..haha..leka pny leka, da siap mkn pn dorg, kluar la kn..aku ni pny la risau burger trtggl sbb nk mkn same2 ngan si dia kn..then nk balik da ni, siap ckp lg asal hndbag ni ringan je..tp bia la, xde rse nk check pn..

21 Mac 2012 - 1000am
tbe2 rse nk check beg, da otw nk g keje ni..bagus..purse da tade..terus call cik abg..awk, mne purse sy ek? nmpk x? smlm g mkn pn sy x kua kn purse kan..ish..mane ni...cmne ni?smuanye dlm tu awk..elok2 org tu mamai, terus segar..hahahhahahah..smpai je kedai, rupenye ade dlm store..haishhhhh..burger tu lg penting dr purse..OMG ! going crazy..hahahahhahaha

thats all

thank you

God~
so much thanks
really2 appreciate on what U have stick for me
i'm very glad to be me, seriously

God~
in the saddest situation, U always be with me
U help me in so many ways
i love love love U  so much

God~
please bring me to the right ways with the right steps
always be with my family, my MOM that i really love the most
my siblings, my teachers, my collegue, all of the peoples

God~
i really thanks to U because give me a precious chance
to know him very well, in deeply
i hope, really hope, he's the RIGHT person
to light up my life, makes me happy, feel the LOVE
bring me to U, bring me to be BEST person among the best

God~
Thank You So Much

SaYaNg

TODAY..this time~this second~this minute~this hour

awak~i LOVE u
seriously..i promise to u, to forget everything, to make ur life, ur world, my life, my world light up..
LIKE all of this, all of time, only US..

awak..
banyak sgt dah silap sy, kata2 sy, tindakan sy, wat awak kecik hati..sy langsung x hargai awak kan..
awak..mulai saat ini, sy cube sedaye upaya sy, sy akn brusaha brsungguh2 utk jadi yg trbaik di antara yg terbaik hanya utk awk..

awk...
sy harap sgt awk dpt dgr setiap kata2 sy sekarang..mcm2 sy nk luahkan depan awk..segalanye sy nk beritahu awk..sy sedar selame ni sy wat awk mcm x wujud je, sy xpnh hiraukan perasaan awk, sy x pnh pk ape awk rse..sy sibuk dgn dunia sy, dgn sikap sy, dgn degil sy..

awak..
kalau awk bley dgr setiap kata hati sy, awak je yg ade dgn sy skarang..sy janji akan lupekan semuanye..sy xkn mncari ksh silam sy..sy sedar sy sgt perlukan awk..

kasihan sungguh

so sorry GUYS
taktau la apsal td tiba2 nk mngamuk ngan korg
x marah pn sbnrnye, tp korg tu wat xtau sgt...
haishhhh..suruh wat kerja pn slow..
mane la i x geram u allz
heeeeeeee

i suke keje yg cepat tau !
bkn keje leka2, baru nk ni la baru nk tu la...
geram je menengoknye..
xpe la, at least ade sikit RESPECT kn..
kalau ade la..
weeeeeeeee..

aku dia & kamu

sy dah ade dia tau
tapi sy x boleh lupe kan kamu
sy nk terus dkt dgn kamu

today ! sy berazam akan ke sane jugak, jumpe kamu, jumpe semua org
by hook or by crook, i will

btol ni..seriously..
awakkkkkkkkk..boleh kan?

cinta mati

awk..
tenkiu sgt2 sbb sntiase ade dgn sy..
i'm really2 appreciate it..seriously~
awk..sy tgh cube brsungguh2 ni..
awk sabar tau~

TAK akan ada insan yg lain

u..i syg u je sorg..
mati2 CINTA i kat u sebelum ni..
it's HARD for me, sooo HARD to forget u..
i pn tak tau la ape yg u bg i mkn..
xpela, NOW u da bahagia sgt2..
i pn HAPPY tgk u bahagia ngan SHADA tu..
maybe she's better for u
if u know what my heart says now~
syg cinta rindu i tak abis lg utk u

IMPIAN terdekat SAYA

CAMERON HIGHLANDS

d place dat i wana go !
yes !!! ONE day mst smpai sane..
oka please starts simpan duit...yeeehooooooo~x sabar rase nyeee
1st nk buat petik buah STRAWBERRY fresh2 n mkn kt dpn pokok tu jugak..
BAHAGIA nye rase
next sy nk dduk dlm taman bungan ROSE !

OMG !!!
really dreaming of it~GOd, please be kind for me, please make it reality

sedapnye...hidu rose sambil mkn strawberry cecah coklat

x sabar sgt...

YES !! i need to budget my next month investment....

seharian perjalananku

pkul 7 am da bgn ni
bersiap2 utk perjalananku ke Seri Manjung
alamak !!!!!
hadiah x balut lg..janji ngan Fazil pkul 830 pg ni..sempat ke..baru nk gosok baju la ape la...
ATIQAH~jgn leka2...Fazil tu on time okayh...
pkul 835 am start keta trus ke senheng kapar...oka, he's waiting already..
sori  sori sori Fazil, i'm late
hahahahhahahahahha..bismillahirrahmanirrahim bermula perjalananku
1st skali aku ckp..Fazil, lapar.....blm breakfast lg..
smpai la sekinchan baru stop mkn..xde ape plak kt kdai makcik ni..xkn nk mkn nasi brlauk plak..nnt nk mkn kt knduri kawen lg...oka, enough with roti bakar...
teruskan prjalanan..smpai la d seri manjung pkul 1230 pm..alhamdulillah.....
tu pn da sesat2 tu..brkali2 pusing n berhenti tny org tau
lps amik gambar smua, kami pn pulang...singgah kg halaman fazil
mak aiiiii, malu btol lah..malu sgt2..seyesly i become so weird there
xtau la asal..biase nye aku oka je sembang2 ni...sbb parents n fmly dy pendiam kot..hahahahahha
neway perjalananku simple n brmakna sbb byk bnde aku blajar dr Fazil..
pengalaman2 yg dy cerite kt aku, buat aku brfikir...TANX to u

next tym kte bley travel lg ye...

sehari bagaikan SETAHUN

hahahhahahah..
hi guys..
ingat x post yg sebelum ni..konon2 nk wat agreement tp cancel..
xbley tahan rindu la konon nye..
RINDU? wujud ke?

whatever#$%^&#@#$%

D best agreement i ever have

boring kan awk..hari2 jmp..actually sy x boring pn..sy saje bg alasan..sy nk tgk awk mcm mne..kte TRY seminggu je awk..x lame pn..pujuk pny pujuk & he's agreed..from 12th to 18th March..can't imagine what happened after dta..seyesly i feel something bad..haishhhhh..fikiran ni je mngarut..suke sgt pk bkn2 kan atiqah ni..

then, we make our contract on piece of paper, tp dlm galaxy tab je..haha..so, possibility utk lupe tu tggi..dats y sy nk sentiase brhubung ngan awk ari ni n esok..tp awk mcm xksh je..so, kte tgk cmne la smnggu nnt..i can feel dat u feel nothing..same je..mcm biase je..xde ape pn beza nye..

awk, i really need u tau..please~

tp my decision utk terus brsame awk tu sy bg lepas smnggu tu ye..on 19th, PROMISE.. mngkin seminggu ni kte boleh pk btol2 either kte mmg saling memerlukan atau emosi semata2..

WEDDING invitation

okayh..rase da lame sgt2 x g kenduri kahwin tau..bape byk kenduri da miss ni n this week i'm so eager nk g..excited..dis is because of wut? xtau la..actually nk brjalan jauh..nk release tension..so i need to manage my time..tonite g knduri dkt ngan uma..esok pg my trip to Manjung Perak..weehoooooo...suke sgt..haippp..jgn hepi sgt kan, nnt jd x best plak...hope perjalanan esok akan brjalan lancar..en Fazil, tlg drive okayh..bos penat..hahahahahahha..tanx to u sbb nk teman ke sane..lg pn sambil mnyelam minum air kan..dy nk balik kg sekali..xde sbb plak nk ajak saje2...anyway,terima kaseh..

my fault~my weakness

special dedicated 4 u~

ye awk..sy mmg ssh nk lupe kan dy..sy mintak maaf byk2..sy syg awk, sy pnh rse rindu kt awk tp smua tu x smpai pn dlm hati sy..DEGIL sgt kan sy ni? sy mcm gunekan awk utk lupekan dy je kan? awk, i know i need u, i'm so so so need u tp jiwa & raga sy blm sepenuhnye utk awk..jasad sy dgn awk, hati sy masih ingt kt dy..hati sy sakit sgt ble sy tgk dy dgn pompuan lain..

it is FAST~so FAST

rasenye baru je tahun baru..tau2 hari ni da 10hb..haishhhh..cepatnye lah mase brlalu..xsempat brnafas..ya Allah, byk lg kekurangan hambaMu ini..bantulah aku, bwk lah aku ke jln yg Kau redhai..rasenye byk lg yg blm dikecapi walaupn usia da 24 ni..my wishing list only after i'm married..but 4 d rest? bile jln2, smuanye nak..ade je yg brkenan tu..cmne ni? now, i'm start to behave from all of that..jgn beli brg2 bkn keperluan..ade org pesan mcm tu..ni x, kasut da byk, beg da byk, pkai smpai rosak baru beli baru..tau ! INGAT tu SYAZWI ATIQAH ! i'm always..always remind myself..kdg2 tergugat jugak..tgk SALES up to 90% kt CnK, ish, rase nk rembat je cik ainil hawa tu ajak mmbazirkan duit tp NOOOOO !!! its too dangerous~btol2 kne simpan duit, nak kawen kan? curious??? kawen ek? cter next episode lah..hahahhahahaha..

i'm NEW

yes..as-salam

long no see, long long time not writing in my box
OMG ! so many things have changes now~so so much
1st-i'm happy now..mmmm, maybe i'm happy
byk yg kena difikirkan skang
this is all because i'm near to 24??
baru 24 kan, masih muda perrr
tp nape smua org kalut2 nk kawen..
not ready yet~yes..
after kenal dgn mcm2 perangai LELAKI, sy tau sy blm ready
1st skali yg sy takut ialah JEMU BOSAN MENYAMPAH
TAK NAK TAK AKAN !!!